Sunday, January 6, 2013

A New Beginning Part 2

Hard to blog when I haven't started back to work yet.  Jury duty tomorrow, lots to blog about after that I am sure.    The boyfriend moves in tonight.  I believe this will work out.  Funny how something I used to never have faith in, I all of a sudden do.  Love, so many times I thought I was in it and that it was the best thing on earth, only to find out how blind I was.  

This year is going to be full of changes.  The weight loss surgery in March or April.  The boyfriend moving in. I am looking forward to experiencing 2013.  Let the week begin!!!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

A New Beginning

Happy New Year!!!  2013 has got to be better than 2012, yet I already find myself in a dilemma. The man that I love has retreated yet again into his own world and I guess I have to walk away.  Strike three means it's time to move on and this is the third time he has done this.  I hate that.  You find someone you trust, that makes you laugh, that knows your quirks and accepts them but by the time you find him he is already damaged by some other woman who mistreated him.  I promised myself I wouldn't lower my standards.  I would find a man that would treat me like his queen.  This guy isn't it.  Not in his current state of mind.  Well.... love and let go right?